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Lost Virtues: Elul Time to Relocate Them
August/September 2019
AR Eiser
Human Kindness less than overflowing
Humility in short supply,
Gratitude for the miracle that is life, complicated as it is,
Awe for the wonder that launched evolution,
Our besotted species, invasive as it is,
Once a year it is time to reflect, take stock
Find a path of wholesomeness
Renew our connectedness to one another, to nature,
To Ultimate Virtue
Of Which God is a Reflection,
Steady our nerve, our resolve, our courage,
Meeting the challenge with humility, with gratitude, with awe, with love.
A R Eiser, July, 2019
This summer some very senior fathers passed
While nearing the century mark,
We gathered to honor them,
Lifting their memories and the spirits
Of their Grieving Daughters,
Who never knew the world without them,
Chanting an ancient tongue that comforted and united us.
We also read meaningful words
And heard the wailing violin
Skillfully evoking the emotions
Of a full life lived,
Now ended but not extinguished.
These men survived the Great War
Adapted to a less exciting life,
Found joy in life’s simple pleasures
Of friendship, of family, of remembrances,
Of dancing, of humor, of telling tales,
Grateful for our community, our culture
And its generational connectedness.
Light and Darkness
Sacred and the Profane
We live with both sown in our lives
How is that possible, you ask
I do too,
Without darkness, does light even exist
Does light enlighten or deceive
We are sorely tested in the times we live in,
But isn’t that always the case
Or when wasn’t it so
Take a deep breath and connect
To the Beyond and the Beneath
Find the common core of Humanity
That unites us regardless of the time or place
Breathe it in deeply
With Love and Courage and Hope and
Find those who connect similarly
And Hold them close in your heart.
From our Or Zarua Pre-Pesach Poetry writing workshop, Sunday, April 14, 2019
Reveries of freedom...
Sweet, exhilarating movement.
We flow...
Leaping,
Soaring,
Crescendoing in song...
Tapping down softly,
Only to glide upward again.
The dance unfolds...
The mythic journey.
Arrested by the call of reality,
of urgencies,
mortal limitations,
and fears.
We pause...
Take the next step.
Yet we flounder,
cry out,
Searching for our way back,
Yearning once again for the breakthroughs of spring.
The table is set,
The air is sweet.
Rituals of old,
informed by our oneness,
Begin their sacred spell.
We are dancing again at Sinai,
Beloved gathering,
Each with an offering
Together at last.
Unexpected is the fervor that celebrates the miracle of life.
My spirits lean down
in the days leading up.
They take note and murmur
don’t forget Grandma’s bowls
for charoset and horseradish
although the vessels have cracks like rivers.
Our seder won’t be thorough this year.
We’ll piece together snippets of prayer and song
because the toddlers can’t sit for long moments.
But they will be a blessing
among this spaciousness.
Candles will sputter and warm the air.
We will sit so close
we feel each other’s breath.
How will I suspend this,
keep us at the table for hours?
Is this why seders run so long?
Against what’s onrushing?
I will memorize the lit faces that flicker
and sit among spirits who lean in.
Weeks beforehand, I search for haggadahs,
enough for all who come to the table
and roomy enough
for any questions that come up.
I find old Maxwell House copies
featuring matzoh, coffee, children on laps,
bubbies in time capsule hairstyles.
Also, the American Family version, dense with Hebrew.
Our kids used to rush us through this one,
racing through Chad Gadya.
Here are copies of ancient texts from Belarus (dad’s collection,)
and stapled pamphlets from a 1970s women’s Seder,
the first time I saw an orange glow on the plate.
We read poems and burned worries in a shared metal bowl.
And we continue to share
words and prayers, symbols and stories,
open pages and patient shelved volumes,
fragrant meal, candlelit faces,
those we bless and those that bless us.
Cathy Cohen
My spirits lean down
in the days leading up.
They take note and murmur
don’t forget Grandma’s bowls
for charoset and horseradish
although the vessels have cracks like rivers.
Our seder won’t be thorough this year.
We’ll piece together snippets of prayer and song
because the toddlers can’t sit for long moments.
But they will be a blessing
among this spaciousness.
Candles will sputter and warm the air.
We will sit so close
we feel each other’s breath.
How will I suspend this,
keep us at the table for hours?
Is this why seders run so long?
Against what’s onrushing?
I will memorize the lit faces that flicker
and sit among spirits who lean in.
Cathy Cohen